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Friday, 13 April 2012

I actually forgot to post on Wednesday. I'm sorry. This week has been an exhausting one and I'm barely holding it together right now. Wednesday night I stayed up as late as I could working on the assignment that was due on Thursday night. I managed to finish it up on Thursday before lunch and got it out. Thank God. Now I can move to the next one. After all, it is due only nine days after I am being induced, so I better get as much done as possible now.

I'm being induced in four days.

I'm not going to lie and say that I am not scared. I am. I'm scared of the induction, the pain, the wait... Most of all, I'm scared of bringing that little girl home. It has been so long since I've done diapers and night feeds. But, I guess I'll just have to get over that. There's no turning back now. My husband, who was unusually charming tonight told me it was my fault we had kids because i was 'so damn irresistable'. Yeah. I have no idea where that came from. He also made steaks and baked potatoes and broccoli with homemade cheese sauce while I put my feet up. It is possible he has started drinking at work. 

Lately I have been reading a lot of advice on blogging and it has occurred to me that I'm doing this all wrong. I should be writing for an audience. Right now, I guess I'm writing more for myself. Someday, I'd like to look back at all of these entries and see just what I went through-- the good and the bad-- along the road to publication. I do realise, though, that not all of you want to read my moaning about my unruly four year old and the quickly approaching birth of the next little monster.

I promise to make more of an effort to make this more 'blogish' and less 'Dear Diary'... after the baby is born. Thankfully, the Easter holidays are over and the monster goes back to school on Monday. I'd love to have the week to myself to lounge and write, but all I get is Monday and then it's time for labour pains (bring on the epidural!).

Anyway, I'm going to curl up in bed and possibly read some for my next assignment. Or sleep, who knows. I'll be back on Monday. Night all.

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